just like a child

I bite the side of my mouth when I'm upset to keep me from crying.

It bothers me that my hands are pretty and smooth now.

I don't mind telling people everything. If I don't I feel alone.

I have laugh lines already but it's like a permanent reminder of all the happiness I have.

My hands get clammy when I think about things that make me nervous.

I still get nervous thinking about gymnastics skills that used to scare me.

My feet smell a lot.

My biggest fears are being alone and people I love dying... which I guess coincide.

I think I put too much of my mind and self in the things I do, so I find myself disappointed a lot.