you always made me feel amazing
you made me laugh
you make me feel like the best friend ever
you make me laugh so hard i cry/almost vomit
and all i do is ignore it
take advantage of it
expect it to be around forever
ive said these things before
ive said im sorry
and i understand if you don't accept it
i just want you to know how much i love you. and can't lose your friendship. it is honestly killing me that ive hurt you. i just wish you understood how much you mean. even though i haven't shown it.
i love you more than you know which also kills me. but hopefully i can explain it to you and i'll make things right again.