Elizabeth

you were there when other people brought me down

you always made me feel amazing

you made me laugh

you make me feel like the best friend ever

you make me laugh so hard i cry/almost vomit

and all i do is ignore it

take advantage of it

expect it to be around forever

ive said these things before

ive said im sorry

and i understand if you don't accept it

i just want you to know how much i love you. and can't lose your friendship. it is honestly killing me that ive hurt you. i just wish you understood how much you mean. even though i haven't shown it.

i love you more than you know which also kills me. but hopefully i can explain it to you and i'll make things right again.