Chalky hands. Freezing feet in the winter. Awful Saturday morning practices. Disgusting hands. Larissa throwing things at me. Making everyone in the group laugh. Cussing in front of everybody. Being together. Drama. Doing pretty things. Crying on beam. Having the closest thing to sisters than I'll ever get. Always being the one who gets in trouble. Wedgies. Thursdays. Avoiding pit because we know what really goes on in there. Finally getting what I wanted and walking away from it........... I can't let go. Of this. Of anything.... And it sucks.